The solar eclipse and my PMS-ing turned me into a bitch today. It's probably just the latter but I felt the former was momentous enough to be added. I got so excited when I read about it on twitter that I looked directly at the sun. That's when I remembered you aren't supposed to do that. And then I had the afterimage in my vision for a while after.
To preface, my housemate Melissa just graduated with a bachelor's degree in accounting and is about to move out. She makes lots of stupid decisions like smoking, losing things, hoarding cups in her room, and packing all of her clothes, the entirety of her wardrobe, amassing to something you might see on Toddlers & Tiaras, into simply black garbage bags which will just be a waste of like 15 garbage bags.
My housemates and I were trying to convince her to go see The Avengers and she refused. She based it on that she liked Iron Man but she didn't know the other characters. It doesn't matter if you know the characters, it's an action flick. There will be unnecessary exposition. We were trying to persuade her but all of us were faced with an obstinate "No." When we pressed further, she said "I don't want to get into an argument." And I said, "this is not an argument. You're just wrong." Melissa stormed out to have a cigarette. Feeling awkward, I came downstairs.
When Ashlee came down to check on me, I was feeling despondent. So while she was leaving, I asked her to wait and come sit next to me. Because I already missed her. But I didn't say that.
So when she asked me "Why? I'm already over here." She had literally crossed our room and she couldn't come over to me because it was too much of a hassle? Fine. I'm obviously not worth it.
I responded with "nevermind."
I feel like such a brain-dead moron.
And I've never questioned why I like sushi cat until tonight. And it's only because I'm sad panda. Why can't I just play sushi cat, eat ice cream, and be happy?
I'm trying to graduate from San Francisco State with a bachelor's degree in Sociology. We'll see how that goes.